ups and downs....

was so so unhappy in school today.
don't ask me y n what happen.
i went to the rose garden.
cried. prayed. walked. enjoyed the flower n the mountain (not the brokeback one).
the God created world.
yeah, my problem didn't solve.
but i can c my God is watching over me.
i met an "annoying" friend on the bus.
teased him the whole way.
it was fun.
n i can't believe that i can let go my unhappiness.
by just... chatting...
thank you Lord, being there when i need u, though my problem isn't or can't be solved, but u guaranteed that u won't leave me alone. though it's not the way i expected to be solved, You have Your way. Thank you.