health

when dr. chan asked me if i have any sickness, i m actually not kidding abt my flu.
it seems to love me so much that it tries to visit me once every season.
n it stays for at least a month!
doesn't this count as "long term disease"!?

then i realize that people around me DO get some long term n maybe incurable disease.
some actually have lumps in the body for years.
i still remember how sad i was when i first knew it years ago n i just kept crying and praying to God for days not to take away the friend from me.

some people have cancers b4 but then recovered.
u can't c how much they've been through if u just look at them NOW.
there's always a scare that it might come back.
somehow, u just treat those friends w/ extra patience, extra love and extra care to an extent that might be spoiling them.

i remember my mom told me once that i m also a person w/ disability.
coz i wear glasses! i m short-sighted!
right.. why do we call those are blind, lost a leg people disable, but most of us are too!?
then the question come to me: how come i cannot obtain the disable parking pass bcoz i m short-sighted?!