仲有十個禮拜

三個星期過去了，我終於get into the pace.

好有鐵人賽的感覺，因為工作量是多得驚人。

聽聞同校的student teachers也病哂，我居然仲未有事，我相信這是神的保守。好感恩=)

同埋在上學前神讓我開始食豬肝補氣，真係好勁！

電視劇「豬肝補氣」大了結局，好似無咗寄託，honey話，要寄託係神身上！

我諗我要揾另一套電視劇追下，等自己多點罪惡感，咁咪會倚靠神多Ｄ囉！=D

Miracles

Miracles are signs, pointing towards a message.

Miracles in the NT points to the salvation of Jesus Christ.

Complain about no more miracles occur at this age? not happen on you? hmmmm... is that your problem or God's problem? and... what do you need *miracles* for?

God can turn impossible to possible. That's what I name miracles.

Last Thursday was stressful for me. I have my weekend booked for dine out, dental, tutoring, birthday lunch. A big unit plan (with 22 lessons) + 5 lessons plans have to be done by Monday.

From my experience, I need at least 8 hrs for one unit plan of 13 lessons, 4 hrs/lesson plan.

How can I get this done???

The only thing I can think of is to hold tightly onto God's calling and His promise.

And.. I got them done. I believe that's a miracle.

善和堂蜜煉三蛇膽燕窩羅漢果川貝枇杷膏

服用方法：每日三至四次，每次一湯匙。

服用此膏最佳及有效方法：（好像一首詩。）

將膏倒入匙中，
放於舌心，（放唔到咁大羹呀）
徐徐咽下喉內及 （係咪吞慢Ｄ？）
啖其美味，（那味道是「美」嗎？）
藥力尤佳，
見效更快，
其味無窮，（點「無窮」法呀？）

當我根據指示放了在舌心，徐徐咽下，便好努力感受「善和堂蜜煉三蛇膽燕窩羅漢果川貝枇杷膏」的美味，等待著「善和堂蜜煉三蛇膽燕窩羅漢果川貝枇杷膏」發揮功效。

結果，我的敏感咳了三星期，突然停了。

真係

藥力尤佳，見效更快。

暑假後感

話咁快暑假完了，今年的暑假很充實，當六月尾請小組為我有個充實暑假祈禱，神又再一次聽禱告，亦再一次學習承擔禱告實現的後果。這不是一件壞事，雖然很忙碌，但我經歷多了，有更多的故事同人家分享，我很感恩。

想慢慢將這兩個月發生的事同大家分享。

暑假通常較少學生需要補習，但想不到，我的學生居然有五至六個，有些更一星期補不只一次，我忙得沒時間運動，我的收入亦不成問題。

當七月尾，summer school學生陸續離開，有為家長請我"babysit"兩星期，繼續維持了我的收入。

踏入八月，Einstein's Meal開始。我居然仍有兩個補習學生。我亦終於多了一點時間去約一約朋友晚膳。

上星期，我的最最最好朋友來探我。我們行了五個小時山。回想十多年前，做過同樣的事，今天居然差點拐了。原因只有一個：老了。

明天要開學。還記得三個月前找到自己的passion. 下一步，就正如小組的教導，是hard-working. 要記住自己點解咁樣行這條路啊！同埋，唔駛驚，神的供應是充足有餘的。

夢︱火

夢，很難尋找到一個

追夢，有幾多人會朝住自己的夢進發？

夢想成真，要將夢變成事實要付出幾多呢？

********

火，是很難點著

睇火，要保護住個火不停燒住，不讓它熄滅

火燭，要令到個火燒過隔離，需要付出幾多？犧牲幾多？

自私的人

今天做gym的時候，有兩部treadmill平排，一部無人，另一部有人已玩了三十分鐘，我便讓我的朋友先玩，我便乘機去喝水。

友人跟那人說好了待我回來便讓我用。我回來後排在她後面，見到她已玩到四十分鐘，但部機上已張貼告示：

For consideration of others, please limit your time to 20 minutes if someone is waiting.

我忍唔住同她說：There is a 20 min limit on the machine
她竟然厚面皮到回答：Yes, I'll get off after 20 minutes

我的友人說：算啦，你話佢都係唔肯走，不如玩住第二樣先

結果我去了跑步機。一面行一面好忟，好忟自己點解唔堅持原則趕她下來，點解明明係佢唔啱但她仍强詞奪理，攪到好似我錯咁，那一刻恨不得拔掉她部機的插頭！

出了小小汗，心裏在想，耶穌會點做呢？有聲音說：你願諒她吧！

後來友人說，那自私的人見我走後立刻reset部機由零開始，原來她忙著看NBA，她捧的那隊一輸波便講粗口。有這些粉絲，唔怪得輸啦！

我知道地上唔報天上報。祝佢一路平安。

*Birthday Present*

Suddenly had a thought.

In case you are planning to buy me a present for my birthday, why don't you sponsor me for this event:

AFC hikathon 2008 敢攀逆旅 行山籌款日

This is a fund raising event for AFC.

I guess this is more meaningful than buying me anything =) you can email me n i'll fill your details into my form.

If you are not planning to buy me anything, you can still sponsor me =D or.. join this event!

食得唔好哂？

第一次好勇地沒有煮到埋嚟就食。

一路想，究竟食住先抑或等到我想食的來到才吃？

等，又等到幾時先會俾我等到？

我問過可唔可以俾多塊扒我，他說最多俾舊排骨仔我。

我知道我唔夠飽係唔會滿足，與其食得唔開心，把心一橫，唔食你！

想不到，我居然這麼大膽。

雖然忍餓中，但我好平安。

沒有網上＋無工番的日子

每天晚上總是很不自在的，好像有許多能量未得排放，那種谷住谷住的感覺。

睡覺總是常常嚇醒

每天都與telus保持緊密聯絡，每次起碼一小時，不過有70%時間是在電話線上被控制員調來調去，等人睬我等到cut咗線。

每日都有任生指導我如何教訓telus，我的回應是：「不如你打去310-22-55同佢講多一次？」

一星期飲至少兩次茶，每次同埋Ｄ親戚飲之前都要夾口供，我決定由我父母作為我的代言人，等他們自由發揮這個創作空間，我負責話「係呀」同make sure自己食過每一籠點心。

我的耳朵聽完親戚談話總是很累，忍耐程度越來越低。

祈禱的功效

星期日，我跟神說：

我的生命好像很混亂，只有忙碌，什麼事也看不順眼，很久也沒有靜下來的時間同你傾偈，我需要為自己的生命重新定位。我不知道需要什麼改變，但你是知道的，總之，我會跟住你走，但你要讓我明白啊！

不要輕看祈禱的力量，星期二的早上，我突然被公司通知要"let me go". 沒有原因，我不明白，連同事也不明白。我只能順從。心裏一直哼著，"You give and take away, You give and take away," 收拾後，honey接了我，淚水便一直不受控制地流。直至我想起自己的禱告，我想，神要我在這個崗位上的學習已經足夠，是時候離開，重整了。

之前在Jubilization聽到這首歌，心想，我唱得出，做得到嗎？

我想，此刻我心裏真的可以繼續好rock地唱下去：

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, Blessed be your name

- Beth Redman and Matt Redman

UTI

haha.. I am, better say wayne is, still organizing my grad pics. I was going to do sth with them yesterday but I was suddenly very sick. I suddenly got UTI yesterday and my body heat up to fight against that, ie fever. Early in the morning, 4am, I needed to go to bathroom but the urge to pee lasted for hours, ie your bladder feels very full all the time. It was painful and annoying that I couldn't fall back to sleep! I took herbal medicine in the afternoon. I feel a bit better as the "urge" slows down. Later, i am so afraid it'll go worse so I went to see a western doctor who opens on sunday, and gave me antibiotics. I kept drinking water, cranberry juice, and kept peeing and lying in bed for the rest of the day and night....

It was awful!!! what the story taught was, never hold your pee no matter how busy u r at work!!! it'll add up and your body will finally suffer from it....

p.s. I am surprised to see that the doctor on duty was my friend!!!! she started her medical school while i began my grad school. so happy to c her back and...healing me.. haha!!

First day of work

tired. what else can i say?

i look back how i arrive into this position. it is just amazing.

If i wasn't a polymer chemist, this company probably wouldn't have hired me!

If i wasn't "sor sor dei" applied for graduate school right after my BSc, and
if there wasn't an opening at my ex-supervisor's lab, i wouldn't have had the chance to become a polymer chemist.

If i wasn't tired of the technician job and wanted to search for job opportunities in hk, i wouldn't have gone to graduate school.

If i wasn't tired of studying, i wouldn't have had the chance to find a job related to polymer science.

If i did well in computer science courses in my 2nd year, i wouldn't have given up cs and major in chemistry.

If my F.6 teacher didn't make chemistry so easy for me, i wouldn't have done chemistry.

If there wasn't God, how would my life be? how would I view my life?

手機風波

震機又feel唔到

响機又聽唔到

聽到又接唔切

接到又收咗線

打番去又落留言

留咗言又唔覆

不如唔好用手機

你你我我

你大聲唔代表你啱

我唔出聲唔代表我錯

你惡死唔代表你一定對

我忍你係專重你唔想同你嘈

所以，唔好食住上。

I was on the radio!!!

if u wanna listen, check out this page:

http://www.pp959.com/archive/2007/09/post_291.html#more

orthopedics

2 weeks ago, honey accompanied me to check up my feet.

I've finally found out the reason why I feel tired easily after walking a short distance.




and I am going to pick it u tomorrow! yet... i feel sick...

what has happened?

好想與大家分享當天的照片，但因整理需時，先來一張開始前大家仍很友善的場面：

以及友人為我留下的倩影：

i pass my PhD defense...

yeah!!!

2 more days

tuesday is the historical moment.... in my life: the PhD defense!

my slides are cut from 97 -> 55 -> 40 for a 30 min talk.

that's quite a cut and quite a waste.

anyhow... i have 2+ hrs for the question period....

btw, how did i make that cute polymer!?

求

看見別人應可得到更好的東西，心裏總替他不值。

後來才發現這東西正是他當初心願想得到的。

問題是：如果那東西不是人眼中最好的，為何天父仍照他所求而給呢？

無論我們求什麼，天父也會照祂的心意，決定賜不賜給我們。

即是說：天父也覺得這東西在這一刻適合他，好讓他去學習？

原來懂得去求才是一門難學的功課。