luck?!

repeat 4 times n still couldn't get the product.
will u still keep trying baking a cake if u keeps failing?
u got it for the first time.
one trial, done.
but u forget to write down the final product
so, bake it again!.. after 4 yrs.
now, i couldn't get it to work.
my boss said i m not careful enough.
don't rush.
don't take short cut.
don't take any risk.
since.. u r thru a series of bad luck.
check every step. make sure it's alright n pure, then move.
but this thing is urgent.
i guess i piss him off a lot.
n i piss myself too.
yet God is nice to me.
read a testimony yesterday n i know that.. at least, i m still alive and healthy though having a headache.
at least, there won't be any prosecution for being a christian in this country...
n at least, there r still people willing to sacrifice themselves for just getting one single person to become a christian.
what abt me....?
just getting work done!!!!!!!!!!!