Friday, December 22, 2006

Goodbye Missions Hour kids

A position that I've served for 4 years.
Now, I have to go because I am moving to a new church.
Wayne explained to the kids that we are leaving because of God's calling.

the kids were stunned.
the younger ones showed us a "what's happening" face.
the older ones started to miss us, hugged us, and asked us to come back for visit.
perhaps, all they can understand is, mandy and wayne are leaving us!

Karen prayed for us to "send us out".
She have the kids "touch" us to pray.
meaning a connection.
there were too many girls and i had to stretch out my hands for more girls.
they held my hands like they used to be.
they bounced up and down on me like they used to be.
they pulled my arm as hard as they could, like they used to be.

my tears dropped during the prayer.
watching the older ones, who used to be the little ones, can now take care of the younger ones
those who used to sit in me
those who used to hold my hands
those who needed my company all the time
those who needed me to carry them


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

happy feet

終於看了happy feet.
主角不能唱歌卻懂得跳hip-hop,因而引來同族的排擠。
最後因為它的特異工能,才拯救了全族。
這讓我想起聖經內去西羅亞池洗眼的瞎子
縱然你天生異類,但神要在你身上彰顯祂的榮耀。

今日,神又可以在我身上彰顯祂的榮耀嗎?

Friday, December 08, 2006

did i make a difference?

I had a chance to talk to someone in my fellowship last saturday.
she still remembers i was the first person approached them when she first came!
and i guess it means a lot to her.
looking at some people in the fellowship, they have matured a lot.

God has taken care of my worries and shown me that i do have impacts on people's lives.
soon i'll leave this church and expand the kingdom of God.

I am honored and excited coz i can take part in His work.
I am still learning.. to be a faithful servant, to be a true Christ follower.

I like this song "God of Justice" when i first heard of it in this summer at the morning worship.
I am able to find the lyrics and mp3 from someone's blog

what moved me so is the lyrics:

stepping forward
keep us from just singing
move us into action
we must go

yes. i am going.
are u?

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

事奉的配搭

看見在枱上事奉人員對神的熱心

卻未能發揮自己的恩賜勉强事奉

當自己不懂如何事奉,卻又不敢/不去/不知可以問誰

大家在program過後竟然稱讚他們做得很好

可知團友的量度是大的,對他們的包容和安慰當然值得欣賞

但我們不是說要將最好的獻給主?

明知弟兄姊妹有不足,不是應幫忙訓練他們成為神合用的器皿嗎?

慶幸事奉人員也知道自己的缺欠,想方法去改善。

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Kay's pregnancy

當傳媒得知謝安琪懷孕的消息,說什麼現在應該看開點,年青人肯負責任已經很好了。各方好友亦爭相恭賀。

我無資格評論,因為我也是個罪人。

「現代人」發現有了另一個生命,男方肯負責任,即是肯同你結婚,或者沒有去墮胎,便叫做「負責任」。

乜唔係應該先有做父母的條件,才能負上製造生命的責任咩?

事情發生了,我只可覺得可惜,保住另一條生命,便已經叫做沒有一錯再錯。

基督徒的standard,真是這樣低嗎?

我只在想,我們的信仰是一個"cheap faith"嗎?

我們不是要作基督的精兵嗎?