amazing grace

the Lord is kind.
my stuff exploded turns out to work better than the new one i made!
that's amazing!

yesterday devotion was abt discipline.
God may use different ways to teach u.
thru shame or guilt.
reading the book of jeremiah and found that many cities were punished by the Lord.
bcoz of the people's pride, relying on their own might or wealth.
yet.. only a few of them will be restored.

have i been relying on my own to do my job?
i know i m now paying the price for the mess i've made in the past.
that's the Lord's discipline.
it's really harsh.. n not easy.. when u have to work both days on the wkend n u dunno when's the end of it n all u want is to finish it asap.

Lord, i can't believe that after learning the lesson of rejection, the lesson of loss, now i m learning the lesson of failures!
that many lessons all happened w/in a year!
Lord, i've blamed myself so much that i can't even forgive myself.
n i don't even know how should i pray.
yet u r gracious... u can turn the impossible to possible!
thank you.
may you restore your servant.... in your time...