especially think of this song today, not only bcoz i love it as it's composed by pong, but also feeling that a spiritual war friend is leaving soon....
i can never sing it well.. as it's a male song.
please, only sing it if u can manage it well.
don't ruin it.
戰友
歌手:劉浩龍 | 作曲:藍奕邦
填詞:藍奕邦 | 編曲:韋懋騰/曹雪芬
明明約定了 但變了遲四年
還未問你 這些年來 你的率性可會改變
而你與我 也各自忙著 不再像那時
拿著木結他一起奮鬥的年代
坐冷板等新發展
明明決定了 別再緬懷往年
為何尚要 記得從前 躺於沙發的半支煙
如今終於 叫往日承諾 通通切實兌現
錯過了 趕上了 請不要介意
凝望你會心微笑 偏感覺諷刺
*是你這個戰友
捱到盡頭 闖過了關口
於觀眾席裡揮揮你手
都總算沒有叫眼淚白流
可笑是我這個戰友
贏得掌聲 人仍然內疚 儘管不可挽手
輕輕握一個手 都懇請你接受
雖不相愛 對你有交代 就已足夠*
明明最合襯 沒法變成愛人
仍能共你 稱兄道弟 也許總算一個福蔭
能一起掙扎也是緣份 都算值得等
到最尾 偏錯過 想得的身份
難道友好的默契 比戀愛吸引
REPEAT*
簡單一句 戰友保重 就已足夠
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Saturday, April 29, 2006
outside chem building
amazing grace
the Lord is kind.
my stuff exploded turns out to work better than the new one i made!
that's amazing!
yesterday devotion was abt discipline.
God may use different ways to teach u.
thru shame or guilt.
reading the book of jeremiah and found that many cities were punished by the Lord.
bcoz of the people's pride, relying on their own might or wealth.
yet.. only a few of them will be restored.
have i been relying on my own to do my job?
i know i m now paying the price for the mess i've made in the past.
that's the Lord's discipline.
it's really harsh.. n not easy.. when u have to work both days on the wkend n u dunno when's the end of it n all u want is to finish it asap.
Lord, i can't believe that after learning the lesson of rejection, the lesson of loss, now i m learning the lesson of failures!
that many lessons all happened w/in a year!
Lord, i've blamed myself so much that i can't even forgive myself.
n i don't even know how should i pray.
yet u r gracious... u can turn the impossible to possible!
thank you.
may you restore your servant.... in your time...
my stuff exploded turns out to work better than the new one i made!
that's amazing!
yesterday devotion was abt discipline.
God may use different ways to teach u.
thru shame or guilt.
reading the book of jeremiah and found that many cities were punished by the Lord.
bcoz of the people's pride, relying on their own might or wealth.
yet.. only a few of them will be restored.
have i been relying on my own to do my job?
i know i m now paying the price for the mess i've made in the past.
that's the Lord's discipline.
it's really harsh.. n not easy.. when u have to work both days on the wkend n u dunno when's the end of it n all u want is to finish it asap.
Lord, i can't believe that after learning the lesson of rejection, the lesson of loss, now i m learning the lesson of failures!
that many lessons all happened w/in a year!
Lord, i've blamed myself so much that i can't even forgive myself.
n i don't even know how should i pray.
yet u r gracious... u can turn the impossible to possible!
thank you.
may you restore your servant.... in your time...
Thursday, April 27, 2006
explosion!!!
sigh.. i can't believe it.
i was so happy today to receive A.
ask someone to set it up to make B.
as i was rushing to tai chi, i asked my collegues to keep an eye on it as it has to be heated over night.
after i left for 10min, they called me n said there's an explosion.
sigh....... again!?
no more rush. careless again?
sigh.. i can't believe that i'll repeat and repeat to screw things up.
wok wok sun sin wok wok gum.
when i was trying to purify C, it doesn't work.
n later i find that C is so low boiling that i kept "dumping" C away when heating.
sxxxx..........
how long is it going to last!!?
i was so happy today to receive A.
ask someone to set it up to make B.
as i was rushing to tai chi, i asked my collegues to keep an eye on it as it has to be heated over night.
after i left for 10min, they called me n said there's an explosion.
sigh....... again!?
no more rush. careless again?
sigh.. i can't believe that i'll repeat and repeat to screw things up.
wok wok sun sin wok wok gum.
when i was trying to purify C, it doesn't work.
n later i find that C is so low boiling that i kept "dumping" C away when heating.
sxxxx..........
how long is it going to last!!?
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
luck?!
repeat 4 times n still couldn't get the product.
will u still keep trying baking a cake if u keeps failing?
u got it for the first time.
one trial, done.
but u forget to write down the final product
so, bake it again!.. after 4 yrs.
now, i couldn't get it to work.
my boss said i m not careful enough.
don't rush.
don't take short cut.
don't take any risk.
since.. u r thru a series of bad luck.
check every step. make sure it's alright n pure, then move.
but this thing is urgent.
i guess i piss him off a lot.
n i piss myself too.
yet God is nice to me.
read a testimony yesterday n i know that.. at least, i m still alive and healthy though having a headache.
at least, there won't be any prosecution for being a christian in this country...
n at least, there r still people willing to sacrifice themselves for just getting one single person to become a christian.
what abt me....?
just getting work done!!!!!!!!!!!
will u still keep trying baking a cake if u keeps failing?
u got it for the first time.
one trial, done.
but u forget to write down the final product
so, bake it again!.. after 4 yrs.
now, i couldn't get it to work.
my boss said i m not careful enough.
don't rush.
don't take short cut.
don't take any risk.
since.. u r thru a series of bad luck.
check every step. make sure it's alright n pure, then move.
but this thing is urgent.
i guess i piss him off a lot.
n i piss myself too.
yet God is nice to me.
read a testimony yesterday n i know that.. at least, i m still alive and healthy though having a headache.
at least, there won't be any prosecution for being a christian in this country...
n at least, there r still people willing to sacrifice themselves for just getting one single person to become a christian.
what abt me....?
just getting work done!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, April 24, 2006
name for mrs. yam's baby
one day, my mom told me that when she's pregnant, her friends told her to name her baby with one word "松" if it's a boy....
i am glad that her friends didn't ask my mom to name the baby with one word "娃" if it's a girl....
i am glad that her friends didn't ask my mom to name the baby with one word "娃" if it's a girl....
Saturday, April 22, 2006
what what what unhappy?
what do u want people to do when u r unhappy?
option 1: stay away from u
option 2: keep asking what has happened to u
option 3: pretend nothing has happened and talk to u as usual
option 4: test u n c if u wanna tell them. if u do, then they'll lend u a shoulder to lean on. if u don't, they'll do option 3.
what will u do when u r unhappy except praying?
option 1: eat
option 2: cry
option 3: sleep
option 4: tell someone (can be a non-human =O) or write it down
option 5: watch tv
option 6: complain to God and blame people (aka fat pei 4)
option 7: do housework
option 8: beat sth/someone up
option 1: stay away from u
option 2: keep asking what has happened to u
option 3: pretend nothing has happened and talk to u as usual
option 4: test u n c if u wanna tell them. if u do, then they'll lend u a shoulder to lean on. if u don't, they'll do option 3.
what will u do when u r unhappy except praying?
option 1: eat
option 2: cry
option 3: sleep
option 4: tell someone (can be a non-human =O) or write it down
option 5: watch tv
option 6: complain to God and blame people (aka fat pei 4)
option 7: do housework
option 8: beat sth/someone up
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
good friday
as the past few years, i went to both the english and chinese good friday service.
i was touched at the morning service..
for the fact that God has taken up my grief.
this year, we receive a coin that said two verses.
one on each side.
Surely He has borne our griefs. Isaiah 53:4
By His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5
yes. thank you lord.
4 people asked me what happened w/ me when i said i m upset in the blog.
it's funny that people still like to ask u when u've already said, "don't ask me".
i know some really concern me, and some seem not.
but i can let u know that the lord has borne my grief.
so i m fine.
i was touched at the morning service..
for the fact that God has taken up my grief.
this year, we receive a coin that said two verses.
one on each side.
Surely He has borne our griefs. Isaiah 53:4
By His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5
yes. thank you lord.
4 people asked me what happened w/ me when i said i m upset in the blog.
it's funny that people still like to ask u when u've already said, "don't ask me".
i know some really concern me, and some seem not.
but i can let u know that the lord has borne my grief.
so i m fine.
easter joke
what will u think if u saw rabbit on eggs?
my friend said..... she thought rabbit born eggs.....
as a scientist, i reminded her that rabbit is a mammal.
not birds...
but right.. y will people put these two things together for easter?
egg... i un. coz it has a meaning of reborn.
but rabbit?
is it an engineered rabbit that'll born eggs?
my friend said..... she thought rabbit born eggs.....
as a scientist, i reminded her that rabbit is a mammal.
not birds...
but right.. y will people put these two things together for easter?
egg... i un. coz it has a meaning of reborn.
but rabbit?
is it an engineered rabbit that'll born eggs?
Congratulation!
yesterday is miss ng ng's "child offering" ceremony.
and yesterday is also the first time that i took a pic w/ her.
my mom saw her and said i looked so much like elisha when i was a babe.
same round face... not much hair... "pig mouth"... "oi oi" dei look at people and seems understand what u said....




i try to pretend the "o" mouth.. haha...

looks like brokeback babe... =P
and yesterday is also the first time that i took a pic w/ her.
my mom saw her and said i looked so much like elisha when i was a babe.
same round face... not much hair... "pig mouth"... "oi oi" dei look at people and seems understand what u said....




i try to pretend the "o" mouth.. haha...

looks like brokeback babe... =P
Thursday, April 13, 2006
pictures followed...
hai bor.. forget to post the pic w/ my friend tim!

yeah.. forget to take a pic till we left the Chew's house.
tonight, we sang hymns together w/ peter playing guitar..
wow... haven't done sth like this for ages!!!
last time was... when fu chu play guitar in cell group last year!
it was warm, glad that i can hold my tears...
n couldn't believe that.. wow! i knew so many hymns!!!
n sth different from the past is, our attention all goes to the running kids!
need to keep an eye on them ma...
so.. here's me and mr. jeffrey chew:

and also me and pretty jocelyn chui:

yeah.. forget to take a pic till we left the Chew's house.
tonight, we sang hymns together w/ peter playing guitar..
wow... haven't done sth like this for ages!!!
last time was... when fu chu play guitar in cell group last year!
it was warm, glad that i can hold my tears...
n couldn't believe that.. wow! i knew so many hymns!!!
n sth different from the past is, our attention all goes to the running kids!
need to keep an eye on them ma...
so.. here's me and mr. jeffrey chew:

and also me and pretty jocelyn chui:
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
gathering...
today, happy.
c an old friend... whom i haven't met for 3-4 yrs?
he's the same funny.
the only difference is, his gf becomes his wife.
he still likes to talk A LOT silly things...
n call me in my chinese full name!
nice... haven't heard it for a long long time..
unless last christmas when i met my bestest best friend n she call me that...
u know.. only hk middle school or primary school friends will call u like that.
n i met lots of babies today too..
oops.. they r no longer babies except one.
so.. i guess i should put their pics here!?
Jefferey: sleeping peacefully:

Jeffery: after waken up by mandy:

Jacob: ordering like his mom...

Jocelyn: the princess cherry
c an old friend... whom i haven't met for 3-4 yrs?
he's the same funny.
the only difference is, his gf becomes his wife.
he still likes to talk A LOT silly things...
n call me in my chinese full name!
nice... haven't heard it for a long long time..
unless last christmas when i met my bestest best friend n she call me that...
u know.. only hk middle school or primary school friends will call u like that.
n i met lots of babies today too..
oops.. they r no longer babies except one.
so.. i guess i should put their pics here!?
Jefferey: sleeping peacefully:

Jeffery: after waken up by mandy:

Jacob: ordering like his mom...

Jocelyn: the princess cherry
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Quote from Ice Age 2
Manny: she's lots of fun. I am no fun at all. so we can't be together. (sad face =( )
Sid: she COMPLETES you! (with a big smile =D)
haha.. can't stop laughing but i was touched too.
it's just like all we r in the body of christ!
some are eyes, some are legs, some are hands.
if all of us are eyes, no one do the work!
if everyone is leg, the body will stumbled and fall coz the body can't see.
each of us has different and special function!
how nice.
yeah!
Sid: she COMPLETES you! (with a big smile =D)
haha.. can't stop laughing but i was touched too.
it's just like all we r in the body of christ!
some are eyes, some are legs, some are hands.
if all of us are eyes, no one do the work!
if everyone is leg, the body will stumbled and fall coz the body can't see.
each of us has different and special function!
how nice.
yeah!
draw a pig personality test
draw a pig thing: http://www.freaknfunny.com/files/upload/draw-a-pig.swf
hahahahahha!!!
the answer is so true... for me..
i can't show u what i draw but i can tell u what the "pig" conclude me as:
you are positive and optimistic.
you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.
you are emotional and naive, you care little for details and are a risk-taker.
you are insecure or are living through a period of major change.
You are a good listener.
You have no sex life.
-_-''''
hahahahahha!!!
the answer is so true... for me..
i can't show u what i draw but i can tell u what the "pig" conclude me as:
you are positive and optimistic.
you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.
you are emotional and naive, you care little for details and are a risk-taker.
you are insecure or are living through a period of major change.
You are a good listener.
You have no sex life.
-_-''''
mrs. yam's new recipe
Grapefruit on Fruit Cake.
i kept yelling at my mom for putting grapefruit on the sweet fruit cake.
it just doesn't match!
but my mom said, it's fruit too!
....
ok. she mixed it already. can i not eat them!?
it turns out to be not THAT bad.
as the grapefruit is not sour...
nice..
i think that's the gene i inherit from my mom ... to be a chemist.. hor hor hor...
i kept yelling at my mom for putting grapefruit on the sweet fruit cake.
it just doesn't match!
but my mom said, it's fruit too!
....
ok. she mixed it already. can i not eat them!?
it turns out to be not THAT bad.
as the grapefruit is not sour...
nice..
i think that's the gene i inherit from my mom ... to be a chemist.. hor hor hor...
Monday, April 10, 2006
What do my name make of!?
mandy的成分:
"怕什麼?不過就是小貓小狗小豬小老虎跟幾座火山嘛。我可是朵有刺的玫瑰呢"。
MANDY一邊這樣說著,一邊張牙舞爪的伸展他的四根刺。
反應爐冷卻水:26.62% (cool down.. so.. no reaction!?)
撞豆腐自殺的勇氣:21.33% (yeah.. coz i know it won't work)
微妙:19.92% (i m amazing too)
高張力鋼:19.38% (i m glad i don't have the "no thin curse")
沒創意:6.85% (c, that means i have 93.15% of creativity)
毒電波:4.01% (yeah.. i always "din" people... and many people got poisoned)
狗血:1.89% (y dog blood? does it mean "vomit blood"?)
文地的成分:
毒磨菇:10元
鍵盤:299元
PHP聖經本:500元
付費虛擬主機:1680元
提神用的細肩帶小女孩不加辣:3680元
用自己的腦殘讓文地跟其他十萬人變成笨蛋,還順便弄爛別人的機器:無價
毒電波:72.77% (again?)
愛:22.58% (always!)
命運的相逢:4.07% (w/ who?)
正義之心:0.24% (yesyes! i m)
謎:0.16% (yeah!))
超音波:0.16% (ultrasound too? m i radioactive?)
"怕什麼?不過就是小貓小狗小豬小老虎跟幾座火山嘛。我可是朵有刺的玫瑰呢"。
MANDY一邊這樣說著,一邊張牙舞爪的伸展他的四根刺。
反應爐冷卻水:26.62% (cool down.. so.. no reaction!?)
撞豆腐自殺的勇氣:21.33% (yeah.. coz i know it won't work)
微妙:19.92% (i m amazing too)
高張力鋼:19.38% (i m glad i don't have the "no thin curse")
沒創意:6.85% (c, that means i have 93.15% of creativity)
毒電波:4.01% (yeah.. i always "din" people... and many people got poisoned)
狗血:1.89% (y dog blood? does it mean "vomit blood"?)
文地的成分:
毒磨菇:10元
鍵盤:299元
PHP聖經本:500元
付費虛擬主機:1680元
提神用的細肩帶小女孩不加辣:3680元
用自己的腦殘讓文地跟其他十萬人變成笨蛋,還順便弄爛別人的機器:無價
毒電波:72.77% (again?)
愛:22.58% (always!)
命運的相逢:4.07% (w/ who?)
正義之心:0.24% (yesyes! i m)
謎:0.16% (yeah!))
超音波:0.16% (ultrasound too? m i radioactive?)
my recent dream
when i think abt my future one day, i thought of opening a christian karaoke box.
hymns will be turned in KTV as there's so many DIY now.
those from stream of praise or zion noiz already have concert KTV n just need to discuss the copyright n license.
n c how many karaoke box here in vancouver?
unless there's a "gun-shot death" there, otherwise, they won't shut down!!!
n even they shut down, a new one rebuild again.
n each room will introduce a country.
the stat of the christian population also be included.
n the bible verse will pop up on the menu screen as the screen saver instead of those star's faces...
thinking of where people hanging out now....
where most "lost souls" go....
so do people like me....
i've already thought of the name for it already!
yeah... naming.... one of my talent... hor hor hor...
i'll call it "In Your ears".
remember the song?
".. May it be a sweet sweet sound, in Your ears"
yeah!!
isn't it si-weet si-weet?
n what abt a bb tea place as well?
next to the karaoke box.
as people sing too much n thirsty.......
heeheehee.....
i'll name this place "in His time"
remember the song, "in His time"?
everything happened.. in His time.. in God's prepared time.
u know... there's a christian radio station.
there's a christian tv channel.
y not a christian bb tea place n a christian karaoke box?
the sermon this morning reminds me of this dream i had few months ago.
but i know that i m not a person who can run business.
to whoever wanna steal the idea from me:
go ahead and may God bless u, and the place u've opened to spread the gospel and to heal the lost lambs.
do u think there'll be a christian "gay po" or christian "mong bar" in the future?
hymns will be turned in KTV as there's so many DIY now.
those from stream of praise or zion noiz already have concert KTV n just need to discuss the copyright n license.
n c how many karaoke box here in vancouver?
unless there's a "gun-shot death" there, otherwise, they won't shut down!!!
n even they shut down, a new one rebuild again.
n each room will introduce a country.
the stat of the christian population also be included.
n the bible verse will pop up on the menu screen as the screen saver instead of those star's faces...
thinking of where people hanging out now....
where most "lost souls" go....
so do people like me....
i've already thought of the name for it already!
yeah... naming.... one of my talent... hor hor hor...
i'll call it "In Your ears".
remember the song?
".. May it be a sweet sweet sound, in Your ears"
yeah!!
isn't it si-weet si-weet?
n what abt a bb tea place as well?
next to the karaoke box.
as people sing too much n thirsty.......
heeheehee.....
i'll name this place "in His time"
remember the song, "in His time"?
everything happened.. in His time.. in God's prepared time.
u know... there's a christian radio station.
there's a christian tv channel.
y not a christian bb tea place n a christian karaoke box?
the sermon this morning reminds me of this dream i had few months ago.
but i know that i m not a person who can run business.
to whoever wanna steal the idea from me:
go ahead and may God bless u, and the place u've opened to spread the gospel and to heal the lost lambs.
do u think there'll be a christian "gay po" or christian "mong bar" in the future?
Sunday, April 09, 2006
who is prince charles?

when i first look at it.. i thought, oh, this pretty rose is prince charles?
n how come all other roses haven't blossomed yet but this one only?
hmmm i must take a pic of it.
but after i look carefully.... down to the soil...... n discover that.......
it's just someone stuck this rose in!!!!!
that remind me of these verses:
歌 林 多 後 書 11:13-15
13 那 等 人 是 假 使 徒 , 行 事 詭 詐 , 裝 作 基 督 使 徒 的 模 樣 。
14 這 也 不 足 為 怪 , 因 為 連 撒 但 也 裝 作 光 明 的 天 使 。
15 所 以 他 的 差 役 , 若 裝 作 仁 義 的 差 役 , 也 不 算 希 奇 。 他 們 的 結 局 必 然 照 著 他 們 的 行 為 。
Saturday, April 08, 2006
ups and downs....
was so so unhappy in school today.
don't ask me y n what happen.
i went to the rose garden.
cried. prayed. walked. enjoyed the flower n the mountain (not the brokeback one).
the God created world.
yeah, my problem didn't solve.
but i can c my God is watching over me.
i met an "annoying" friend on the bus.
teased him the whole way.
it was fun.
n i can't believe that i can let go my unhappiness.
by just... chatting...
thank you Lord, being there when i need u, though my problem isn't or can't be solved, but u guaranteed that u won't leave me alone. though it's not the way i expected to be solved, You have Your way. Thank you.
don't ask me y n what happen.
i went to the rose garden.
cried. prayed. walked. enjoyed the flower n the mountain (not the brokeback one).
the God created world.
yeah, my problem didn't solve.
but i can c my God is watching over me.
i met an "annoying" friend on the bus.
teased him the whole way.
it was fun.
n i can't believe that i can let go my unhappiness.
by just... chatting...
thank you Lord, being there when i need u, though my problem isn't or can't be solved, but u guaranteed that u won't leave me alone. though it's not the way i expected to be solved, You have Your way. Thank you.
Friday, April 07, 2006
Last Day of Class
there's cops around campus today.
students celebrate by drinking alcohol on the streets.
y can't they choose another way to celebrate but drinking beer?
i just wanna swear today.
F F F F F.
students celebrate by drinking alcohol on the streets.
y can't they choose another way to celebrate but drinking beer?
i just wanna swear today.
F F F F F.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
基仔有新歌﹗﹗﹗
古巨基 - 花灑
作曲: 王菀之
填詞: 林夕
編曲/監製: 雷頌德
為了要博世界讚美便苦惱 害怕永遠也做不到
忘掉了偶爾懶理 世界或會更好
期望了有這個與那個像匹布 被剪碎飛舞
盲目了兩眼也但求要拾到
﹡何必要做奴隸 無需要為失去了的執迷
輪流涼或暖像四季 做人做過世 漫長年月有路軌
人總想擁有東西 要是代價高 越令心中牽繫
擔憂要是無謂 拿花灑洗禮 la...
為了要與某某愛上便希冀 為了挫折過便緊記
全為貢獻過要有報答 便有對比 (ha…)
全為看中過 發覺看錯便生氣 甚麼叫天理
忘掉奮鬥過要隨緣 信命理
repeat ﹡
梳化志在自坐齊齊坐 拿去它都總可去站去跑
無謂靠甚麼 何不將一切拋低
志願大過天 亦像世上螻蟻
星星永未流逝 如只可感嘆它美麗
得到也是無謂負擔高過 天際
作曲: 王菀之
填詞: 林夕
編曲/監製: 雷頌德
為了要博世界讚美便苦惱 害怕永遠也做不到
忘掉了偶爾懶理 世界或會更好
期望了有這個與那個像匹布 被剪碎飛舞
盲目了兩眼也但求要拾到
﹡何必要做奴隸 無需要為失去了的執迷
輪流涼或暖像四季 做人做過世 漫長年月有路軌
人總想擁有東西 要是代價高 越令心中牽繫
擔憂要是無謂 拿花灑洗禮 la...
為了要與某某愛上便希冀 為了挫折過便緊記
全為貢獻過要有報答 便有對比 (ha…)
全為看中過 發覺看錯便生氣 甚麼叫天理
忘掉奮鬥過要隨緣 信命理
repeat ﹡
梳化志在自坐齊齊坐 拿去它都總可去站去跑
無謂靠甚麼 何不將一切拋低
志願大過天 亦像世上螻蟻
星星永未流逝 如只可感嘆它美麗
得到也是無謂負擔高過 天際
Monday, April 03, 2006
fever?
i think i had a fever since yesterday.
so i go to c doctor this morning.
he asked me what's wrong w/ me.
i said, i think i got a fever.
then he responded quickly: "oh, let me put on the mask first"...
yeah.. i m probably contagious... what a careful doctor...
i said i can't fall asleep easily n feeling so tired for a week...
he said i m getting a flu but it's not exploded out.
now my body temperature still stays at 36.8 n it was 37 in the morning.
i know some people don't call this a fever.
but i just feel tired n headache...
i dunno... so i took a day off and mark all the lab reports.
and sleep.
i've slept the whole afternoon yesterday already but i can still sleep a lot today...
n sweat a lot too... hmmmmmm...
i have an invisible flu....
so i go to c doctor this morning.
he asked me what's wrong w/ me.
i said, i think i got a fever.
then he responded quickly: "oh, let me put on the mask first"...
yeah.. i m probably contagious... what a careful doctor...
i said i can't fall asleep easily n feeling so tired for a week...
he said i m getting a flu but it's not exploded out.
now my body temperature still stays at 36.8 n it was 37 in the morning.
i know some people don't call this a fever.
but i just feel tired n headache...
i dunno... so i took a day off and mark all the lab reports.
and sleep.
i've slept the whole afternoon yesterday already but i can still sleep a lot today...
n sweat a lot too... hmmmmmm...
i have an invisible flu....
牙醫風雲
right.. was going to write jokes abt dentists....
i guess some of you might have heard of the first one.
when i was talking to one of the missions hour kid and realizing she has an IQ of more than 120 that she might become a doctor...
me: why don't you want to be a dentist?
kid: they always tell lies.
me: why?
kid: they always said removing a tooth is not painful.... but i was always so painful n yelled ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! as they take it out.
and at another time visiting the dentist...
dentist (trying to be funny): i c some vegetation at the back of your teeth.
me (trying to be precise): oh.. i guess they were planted since last night.....
dentist (sweating): .... i don't need to know when they were planted.....
i guess some of you might have heard of the first one.
when i was talking to one of the missions hour kid and realizing she has an IQ of more than 120 that she might become a doctor...
me: why don't you want to be a dentist?
kid: they always tell lies.
me: why?
kid: they always said removing a tooth is not painful.... but i was always so painful n yelled ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! as they take it out.
and at another time visiting the dentist...
dentist (trying to be funny): i c some vegetation at the back of your teeth.
me (trying to be precise): oh.. i guess they were planted since last night.....
dentist (sweating): .... i don't need to know when they were planted.....
nickname 2
names that were shouted at my home recently:
last week, i heard my dad called my mom:
dad: 愛妻!愛妻!
when i was a bit "骨痺", my mom finally responded.
mom: 唔係"衰婆"咩?
then i realize that my mom has two nicknames.
mom︰幫小姐針杯水上來﹗
then i know that another name of mine is "小姐".
last week, i heard my dad called my mom:
dad: 愛妻!愛妻!
when i was a bit "骨痺", my mom finally responded.
mom: 唔係"衰婆"咩?
then i realize that my mom has two nicknames.
mom︰幫小姐針杯水上來﹗
then i know that another name of mine is "小姐".
Sunday, April 02, 2006
health
when dr. chan asked me if i have any sickness, i m actually not kidding abt my flu.
it seems to love me so much that it tries to visit me once every season.
n it stays for at least a month!
doesn't this count as "long term disease"!?
then i realize that people around me DO get some long term n maybe incurable disease.
some actually have lumps in the body for years.
i still remember how sad i was when i first knew it years ago n i just kept crying and praying to God for days not to take away the friend from me.
some people have cancers b4 but then recovered.
u can't c how much they've been through if u just look at them NOW.
there's always a scare that it might come back.
somehow, u just treat those friends w/ extra patience, extra love and extra care to an extent that might be spoiling them.
i remember my mom told me once that i m also a person w/ disability.
coz i wear glasses! i m short-sighted!
right.. why do we call those are blind, lost a leg people disable, but most of us are too!?
then the question come to me: how come i cannot obtain the disable parking pass bcoz i m short-sighted?!
it seems to love me so much that it tries to visit me once every season.
n it stays for at least a month!
doesn't this count as "long term disease"!?
then i realize that people around me DO get some long term n maybe incurable disease.
some actually have lumps in the body for years.
i still remember how sad i was when i first knew it years ago n i just kept crying and praying to God for days not to take away the friend from me.
some people have cancers b4 but then recovered.
u can't c how much they've been through if u just look at them NOW.
there's always a scare that it might come back.
somehow, u just treat those friends w/ extra patience, extra love and extra care to an extent that might be spoiling them.
i remember my mom told me once that i m also a person w/ disability.
coz i wear glasses! i m short-sighted!
right.. why do we call those are blind, lost a leg people disable, but most of us are too!?
then the question come to me: how come i cannot obtain the disable parking pass bcoz i m short-sighted?!
passed away
many prayers were requested by friends around these days.
my bestest best friend's aunt suddenly died in a car accident.
it's too shocking coz she just talked to her in the morning...
she's upset as she didn't get a chance to tell her abt Jesus.
but felt better as she found out her cousins did it few years ago.
u know.. when it comes to this kinda life/death situation, the most serious question come to us: is that person a believer yet?
n we started to regret for not doing so when they r still w/ us.
it happened to me n my bestest best friend 9-10 yrs ago when our classmate passed away due to recurred breast cancer.
we were not even 20 yrs old yet!
we have no idea whether she has received the salvation yet even though we know this person's best friend has told her abt it.
remembering those days when we hike together.. n when she taught me to make "no bone chicken wings"... i do regret not to tell her more abt Jesus...
n it seems so unreal... as i've moved to vancouver already...
n u'll never think that u r not gonna meet her again...
my bestest best friend's aunt suddenly died in a car accident.
it's too shocking coz she just talked to her in the morning...
she's upset as she didn't get a chance to tell her abt Jesus.
but felt better as she found out her cousins did it few years ago.
u know.. when it comes to this kinda life/death situation, the most serious question come to us: is that person a believer yet?
n we started to regret for not doing so when they r still w/ us.
it happened to me n my bestest best friend 9-10 yrs ago when our classmate passed away due to recurred breast cancer.
we were not even 20 yrs old yet!
we have no idea whether she has received the salvation yet even though we know this person's best friend has told her abt it.
remembering those days when we hike together.. n when she taught me to make "no bone chicken wings"... i do regret not to tell her more abt Jesus...
n it seems so unreal... as i've moved to vancouver already...
n u'll never think that u r not gonna meet her again...
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