sickness

what makes it so scary?
when u only know the symptoms for a long while and have no clues what's going on inside your body.
when u r waiting for the diagnosis and the result won't come out till a week later.
what can u do during that time?
hope for the best.
what if... it went wrong?
at least, u know the answer then u can deal w/ it w/ the proper medication.
n what if the doctor cannot figure it out?

a friend of mine in hk was sent in the hospital 2 weeks ago after coughing for a month.
fliud was filled in her lungs and it's probably bcoz of a "tumor" that's around it...
report came out a week later n it's cancer.
she's now receiving chemo.
hopefully.. she manage to finish the medication n make it for the wedding in october.

another friend of mine's fiance's dad was sent to the hospital last week.
suspected to have cancer after a long while of back pain.
finally.. know the answer n it's cancer. n not at an early stage.
her wedding may have to be postponed bcoz of that....

y is it happening?
is it better to be found b4 or after the wedding?
maybe it's better NOT to have it.
2 cancers in a row.. a bit too much for me....
well... no matter what and why, God said, He's in control. n He's still the King sitting on the throne.