relatives

felt that there's an invisible bonding between me and my relatives.
since i have no siblings, i dunno how it's like.
so.. i'll just treat my cousins as my brothers and sisters.
i have only one biu mui n i treat her like my own mui mui as i've longed to have a younger sister when i was a kid.
when we were in hk last christmas, we shared the same bed n we had lots of fun probably like some elementary school kids! but u know.. we r both twenty sth already.
it's nice that she'll open up herself n tell me how she feels n her worries when we were in hk.
we've never got into such a deep conversation in the past.
i thought deep conversation can only happen between good friends.
u know for family members, the closer u are, the more difficult to share as u don't want them to worry abt u.
well.. i do wish her n pray that she'll get a job asap.. that could be sth that she likes to do!

just bought the ticket to halifax for my conference.
n i dunno y i just wanna stop by toronto to visit my biu dei.
although he always made me cry n drove me crazy when i was a kid... well.. n even 8 yrs ago when i went to australia w/ him... =P
i should hate him but i don't!
c.. there's somehow an invisible bond b/t us too.
love him so much that wanna c how he's doing...
keep myself updated w/ his latest gf.
give him a big hug...
well.. i just can't wait to c him!!!

God is so funny. i wish to have an older brother but HE didn't give me one.
instead, HE gives me 4 biu dei.
2 in australia, 1 in toronto and 1 in vancouver.
n i guess.. i m close to each of them... even though we don't meet or talk to each other everyday, there's an invisible bonding there.. that, i can talk to them freely n my love to them is pretty unconditional... just want them to be good.