to trust or not to trust

it's not what people tell u how trustworthy that is.
from what u experience in the past, determine your trust.
even though it has changed, improved...
and even your peers tell u that it's trustworthy, try it out,
u still hesitate coz of the past awful experience.
how can u get out of that n trust it?
give it a try?
i need courage..
what if it disappoints me again?
should i still try?... again and again?
or.. the conclusion is not trustworthy... FOR ME?
Plus, why should i try it but not trying other stuff?
trust... requires hope.... which... requires love...
w/ love, all things are possible.