Summer Camp: offer your heart

i've been offering my "3rd" heart to God for many years.
a couple years ago, i stepped back...
i was a bit lost... n wondered if God was calling me to serve Him or not.
i was wondering if i am willing to give up EVERYTHING to serve Him....
this year... getting close to my graduation, my heart for serving Him w/ my career grows hotter again.

i saw JC was invited by her husband to walk down the isle to submit the card.
i followed them. dropped mine and my honey's in, though i wanted to give it to him n let him do it on his own.
then we were told to stand in front of the stage.
i stood beside sailor venus... singing the song...
i just hold her hand tight... singing together...
at that moment.. n the lyrics... i just cried. i couldn't sing. i heard her sing... loudly... yes... i need to spread it out.. sang it out loud.. though my tears kept rolling down my chin....
i know that not many people are willing to offer their "3rd" heart to God..
n this road is narrow... w/ few people walking... some will give up.. some will step down...
but at least, i know that i m walking w/ sailor venus... my honey on the stage... n in front of me n behind me, there's JC and HL...

just wanna say sorry to JC that.. i so much wanna hold your hand/shoulder w/ my other hand when i was behind u... but i was waiting for your husband to do so..... =P guess he's too busy and focus...