End of November

arrrr... finally have finished the big big seminar.
i can't believe that it's over! time really flies!!! i've been working hard on it for a month already!
n "today" is december. the last month of 2005.
glad that i get to talk to kai tonight... my bestest best friend ever...
know that one more of our classmate is engaged and will get marry next year.
happy for them yet finding ourselves not ready for marriage!
still wanna explore many things.... don't wanna settle down.
wanna do sth for God but cannot give up our family...

well.. but december isn't easy either.. things are lining up already:
scholarship application
poster for conference
marking lab reports
finish up the paper
these have to be done b4 i left for hawaii and i only have 10 days left!!
ooo.. most importantly, guess i should go get a new swim suit first~~~

hor hor hor!!!

last week have gone thru some difficult times n feeling so "dark" at alll!!!!
not till God talks to me on sunday thru the sermon...
telling me to focus on HIM then i won't pay too much attention on the earthly bad things happening to me.
oh right.. bet i've been too much focus on myself n not God...
hope that i can realize God's greatness n glory all the time...